yesterday

Yesterday I feel, I made progress. I got dressed up for Jon, eventhough I was only picking him up from work, i was excited to feel "pretty" again. I know I'm far from healing, but I was actually able to smile yesterday, and it wasn't fake. Anne promised me a photo everyday, and so far she has kept her word...she's skipped once but I don't blame her, she has two daughters to take care of. I look forward to those pictures. Olivia, I wish you knew how beautiful you are. I can't wait to meet you. I love you.