Saturday, January 24, 2009

Short short short

Getting married in a little over a month. Last minute details being worked on.

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

New Year

Another year has come and gone. Missing Olivia and my dad so much. New years Resolution, giving up carbonated beverages. Harder then I thought possible.

Fourty something days until my wedding, which I think has triggered missing the ones I love and won't be there with me more are more. My maid of honors wedding is creeping closer too, which adds stress to me... although I'm trying to keep "calm" to keep her at ease, I'm going insane myself.

I have been trying to keep positive this year hoping that faking happiness will finally catch up to me and I may feel on the inside what I've been attempting to show on the outside.

....oh and last new years resolution.... talk to my mom about why I've been pushing her away.