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Hearing the song I played for Olivia while I was pregnant is heartbreaking.

The End

:-(

OFF!!

Here it is 9:22am, on my day off....and I'm awake. That sucks! LOL. Jon and I were talking about moving again last night, we just can't wait for it to happen! I will probably use today to clean. I hate cleaning. Tonight I'm going running with Kahlua. Well I'm going to lay in bed...I mean Clean :-)

Love ya!

DAY 3

Three days in a row working morning and night shift....it is sooo draining.... See what happens when you are nice? YOU GET TIRED. I can't wait for our first weekend off!!! I do believe we are going CAMPING!!!! :-) :-) :-)

I am very very tired!

All I want is to be in my bed for the next 13 hours. That would be VERY nice.

UPDATE

Olivia is moving to Cary North Carolina in the next two weeks.... SOOO EXCITED! It doesn't look like Disney is going to happen though, with stupid people getting fired and others quitting almost daily. Looks like it is going to be put off...again. We are really trying to save money now that we hear the company is going down rapidly. I'm at work today, Jon said he would finish cleaning the apartment today <3 LOVE HIM!! <3 Its fathers day, and I wish I was at home with my family. But it looks like I'll spend it delivering bags all day and all night. YAY (sarcasm). Well there is a mountain of bags outside my office......so I'm going to hide. (I wish)

happy fathers day dad, I love you.

Rearrange

Jon and I rearranged our office this past week. We can both actually sit in the same room at the same time now!! We have gotten another storm...(thank God) that makes 2 since I've been here! Last night the lightning hit the runway and took a chunk outta it, so flights were delayed and canceled last night. (meaning more work for me) There are bags EVERYWHERE. Not just for me, but for other cities. It will prolly take a day for them to sort all these bags. I'm sending my dads Fathers day present today. I hope he likes it! Jons off today, and I don't like these days. I am always bored and have no one to bug at work. Saturdays are the worst because a girl that works in Delta isn't very talkative. I'll have to wait until 5 when Clayton gets here. I talked to Anne yesterday for about an hour and a half. They have sold their house, and are looking at moving to Richmond VA. (Which means if we move to Jacksonville NC, we would be 4 1/2 hours from them!!!) Right now being at about 19....that is a DRASTIC change! Disney World is getting closer to being a real deal. I talked to Dany yesterday and he said that he is almost there and would give me an answer by the begining of next week!!!

I'm sorry I can't be there for Fathers day. I wish I could be. Love you Dad!

*^~Lil ol' me~^*

Living Situation

I have been wanting to move (FAR FAR AWAY) from Florida, and I was giving a city in North Carolina that I was told by a fellow Birthmom, is a very welcoming city and there is plenty to do there too. I am going to talk to Jon tonight and see what he thinks of the whole thing.

I think I am going to go find something to eat on this hot sunny sunday morning.

Much Love.

Still hate Tallahassee

So instead of going to sleep between 2 and 6....I got to drive all night. As soon as I was done with the 2pm bags there were 6 pm bags and when those were done there were 10 pm bags. SO......grrr. I hate people. I don't see how Tallahassee is a working city, as in, the layout of the roads, their highway system.....I don't know how people live with this shit. There is one freeway that goes through the north part of Tallahassee and that is I-10. There are US hwys....aka....normal streets that go through the city, but they are sooooo packed they shouldn't even have the US in front of their number. Honestly.... Thomasville Rd is a joke. Going 15mph at 3pm is a joke. The speed limit on that road is a joke. In Texas, that speed limit would be 60. Not 45. Orange Ave....that speed limit would also be 60. With the way that people here drive, I'm amazed that you even have to take a drivers test to get your licence honestly. (Texas people...they drive 99% worse then Dallas drivers) As for the gas stations closing at 9....wtf?? Ever heard of people WORKING at night and not always needing gas before 9pm?

Honestly you may think that I bitch and moan all the time about Tallahassee, but I have yet to find one positive thing to say about this place. The people are rude, if you arn't born here you are immediately outcasted. The way the streets are layed out, it is amazing that this place isn't a toll road yet. Having 3 exits off of I-10 is a mistake. Construction on Capital Circle in 10 different places at the same time is dumb, fix one part and move on, it will go faster I promise. These fucking college kids that think they are the best things to happen to this place are sadly mistaken and I can't wait for them to get in the real world and their mommys and daddys are no longer paying for everything and they fail miserabley because they have been sheltered their entire life. But knowing some of the people here, their parents are going to end up buying them houses and babysitting their kids because this generation is to dependant. ((I am in this Generation and I can say whatever I would like about them because I hate people my age without a passion))

TALLAHASSEE GIVE ME A REASON TO LIKE YOU. YOU ARE FAILING MISERABLEY!!