Tuesday, May 23, 2006

Why

Why do I constantly play song that remind me of Olivia? Why do I torture myself like that? Why doesn't anyone else see how bad I am really hurting? Why do I put myself in these moods? Why can't I move on? Why does it still hurt so bad?

2 comments:

Barb said...

unfortunately, its all part of healing. it may not feel like it, but it is... be well.

HeatherRainbow said...

healing is an ongoing process. We never 'get over' the loss of our child. It's ok to feel bad. If we didn't feel bad, then there'd be something wrong with us. It's not a natural part of our biology to not be with the baby we birthed. It's normal to feel that way.