Sunday, April 25, 2010

Stressed

When it rains, it pours.

My job is kicking my ass mentally. I hate being there. I love the job, I just can't bare to be around the people in the office. Interviewing for another job at work, not by choice, for a pay cut and a demotion.

My sister is getting married to a guy that is verbally abusive, and a complete jack ass. She doesn't see it :( I feel like a bad sister for hating him so much. I don't trust him. He won't see my daughter.

11 weeks until Miss. Alicia Shayne gets here. We are very excited. I wish she were here already so I could work out or run to get some of this pent up stress out. It's eating away at me, I can feel it. I wish I could get rid of it easily. There's only so much you can do 7 months pregnant. Maternity leave can't get here fast enough.