it's the little things

Alicia was born on July 15, 2010 at 1:21am. She was 7 lbs 8 ounces.
She is now 11 weeks old. I would be returning to work at the place I left, however with the amount they pay plus gas and childcare I would break even if not pay to work there. I have found a job that I can work the wee hours in the morning and come home in time for Jon to leave working part time that will work for now needing no childcare.

Stressed

When it rains, it pours.

My job is kicking my ass mentally. I hate being there. I love the job, I just can't bare to be around the people in the office. Interviewing for another job at work, not by choice, for a pay cut and a demotion.

My sister is getting married to a guy that is verbally abusive, and a complete jack ass. She doesn't see it :( I feel like a bad sister for hating him so much. I don't trust him. He won't see my daughter.

11 weeks until Miss. Alicia Shayne gets here. We are very excited. I wish she were here already so I could work out or run to get some of this pent up stress out. It's eating away at me, I can feel it. I wish I could get rid of it easily. There's only so much you can do 7 months pregnant. Maternity leave can't get here fast enough.