Thursday, June 25, 2009

I found God Tonight

I found God
on the corner of my wet pillow Sobbing silently
Where the seconds crawled to a stop
Not alone, yet the only one awake in the room
where I pray for his blessing and forgiveness
All I know is that I need his love in my life
I said Why was I hiding 
When all I needed was you
All my days
Dark and alone
I never asked
For you to come
into my life
To help ease my pain
Why should you
What have I done for you

Lost in self hatred
I found you I found you
while lying on my bed
sobbing into my pillow
What took me so long
to find you to find you
It's not to late
For you to be in my life
It's not to late
For you to be my my side

Thank You, Thank you
For waiting patiently 
Surrounded, Surrounded
With your everlasting Grace
Thank You Thank you.


This Came to my head after sobbing into my pillow and I believe finding God, if not finding but reconnecting with God after a very long absence. 



Wednesday, June 17, 2009

North Carolina

We actually went!! We had so much fun, leaving was shitty as anyone can imagine.